23.02.04

Journal - I want this journal to show evidence of the 180 that God is going to bring about in my life.  I want to fully cooperate with him on this project.  I have made several attempts to change things in my life but I wish this to go to the root of my problems.  I want my foundations completely changed.  I need clarity of thought and definite vision here.  Things must change.  I will accept nothing less than a complete turnaround.  Let me deal with each area of my life, identify the problems and look for the foundation-changing solution, the complete shift in perspective.  I will refuse to be cynical.  This can happen, God will bring about great things.  So here we go, let us look at the different areas of my life. 

Spiritual - Although I mean well, my spiritual life is quite life-less.  My spiritual time is usually rushed.  It is not made the number on priority that it needs to be.  I also have a really bad tendency to switch my conscience off while I do something that is completely inconsistent with how a God-follower should live.  I do not pray enough - especially when it comes to listening to God speak to me.  I also do not really witness or serve so my spiritual muscles are weak and I'm getting flabby.  I don't think that I take out enough time to realize how huge this relationship with God is and how much potential it has.  The limits do not exist with a God/man relationship.  I have just struck gold.

Spiritual Solution - For this first time in my life, my dedication needs to consistently be 100% to my relationship with God.  This must not be mere words.  I must pray and live for God like never before.  This is the time for action.  Life can truly be beautiful with God - I am going to discover life with Him.  

Physical - I am making some strong moves towards excellent physical fitness.  But I am definitely not consistent or strong enough here.  I must sleep right, I must eat right and I must exercise right.  That combination is not happening at the moment.

I sometimes feel completely miserable because I have totally abused myself and I know it.  These days are well and truly over with.  

Physical Solution - I am going to fully appreciate the body that God has given me.  And I will take it to the absolute, ABSOLUTE max. (end for 23.02.04)